Showing posts with label weightloss. Show all posts
Showing posts with label weightloss. Show all posts

Friday, 17 February 2012

The Adventure Begins Again!

With a lot of support and encouragement from someone very close to me and after many weeks and days of thinking... I finally came to a decision to embark on my weight loss adventures again.

In one of my earlier posts, I had mentioned the Dukan Diet and my true weight. I decided to sign up for it hearing Melissa had such great results. 4.5kg weight loss in I think a month or so with several inches off her thighs and tummy and hips. A girl's dream...

I am on what they call the ATTACK phase whereby I eat pure proteins. I am on my 5th day and I have lost a total of 4.4kg! I feel elated seeing the numbers on the weighing scale going down again and I do feel lighter. Last night my jeans, which had been feeling somewhat snug, began to fit comfortably and a Tshirt which I had bought in August last year finally fits me! That is the kind of encouragement I need... along with my personal cheerleader.

I am really proud of myself for beginning this adventure once again! More to share in future posts...

Sunday, 11 December 2011

True Weight

I have been feeling uninspired and quite upset about my physical self. And naturally when you are upset about something, you always have two choices. You either (a) continue to be upset, blame someone or something and/or resort to the fact that nothing will ever change OR (b) you choose to take action and still strive make a difference (a little difference or a big difference is still a difference!)

So last Friday while at work, I had told Melissa over MSN chat that I had gained a substantial amount of weight and was feeling quite miserable about it. Also I was still feeling what had happened the night before during dance class. So Melissa shared with me how she lost 10kg in just one month. Now some of you might be thinking, "Not another diet!" but I got curious (and perhaps now feeling desperate... I wonder if my consultants actually read what I'm up to?). So she shared about the Dukan Diet. I asked her to share some reliable links with me so I could read up on it to make an informed decision and while in my reading, I find one of those sites which obviously can "guide" you through the whole process. It was the creator of the diet himself - Dr. Pierre Dukan.

I decided to take the quiz to find out what was my TRUE WEIGHT. After all, I have been brainwashed thanks to the BMI chart that my ideal weight is 65kg or better yet, the food plan which I had embarked on 2 years ago had said I am meant to weigh 60kg.

After a few clicks here and there... enter some information... my true weight is... *drum roll*...

75KG

Wow. Who ever knew that I was not that far off my so-called true weight. I have been 82.3kg, the lightest ever on this weight loss adventure and there I was obsessing about 70kg and below. And now I'm hovering around 95kg - so that makes me 20kg off the mark. If I had lost 30kg before, I'm sure I can do it again but I believe that I have to work even harder now...

So as sales pitches go, I get this (see below) in my email which I have decided to copy and paste for your reading pleasure while I still continue to investigate more about this Dukan Diet and what action would I like to take next.

What the Doctor Said...

You are 32 years old. You are a young woman and are already dealing with weight issues. [I have been dealing with weight issues all my life!] When calculating your True Weight, we add 2 pounds for every decade after the age of 18.

If we only refer to the traditional BMI, your BMI should be 35 . However, although the BMI is a good  tool, it takes only your weight and size into account. It doesn't look at your age, your gender, how easily you put on weight, how many diets you have tried, how heavy your bone structure is or your family history! So according to this broader index, your BMI should be between 22 and 24. It is precisely because most of my patients cannot relate to the BMI that I created the True Weight. [Whoever created the BMI needs to talk to this doctor...]                          
 

Do you know what your weight range is?
It is the difference between the most you have ever weighed and the least you have ever weighed throughout your life.

Yours is 38. I would venture to guess that your body has suffered  from such a wide weight range. Your ponderostat is likely distorted and your maximum weight has impacted your body's biological memory. One piece of advice, don't try and get back down to your previous weight. You won't be able to maintain it and your skin will lose its tone and glow. [I can live with this ]

As far as your family history is concerned, you are in an in-between situation, neither genetically predisposed to be overweight nor helped by your genetic background to lose weight.  You will have to work to see the results. [Yes, I had already established all my life I will need to work towards getting the results I am looking for.]                                 

Your bone structure is neither light nor heavy, it is in-between and therefore not a factor for calculating your True Weight. [Apparently I am of medium structure - when you take the quiz it will tell you how you will know.]

Do you realize that you have an advantage, a useful but delicate advantage that you are about to give it up?

For the time being you have only one tried one diet. After a second failed weight loss attempt, you will have lost this beginner's advantage as far as weight control is concerned and from the third diet onwards your body will start resisting weight loss, a real handicap that will force you to watch what you eat forever. [I already feel this...]

To maintain this advantage, avoid bad diets like the plague, especially diets which do not offer a weight loss maintenance component. At the risk of sounding immodest, I can honestly say that the method that I am offering you is currently the only method in the world with a genuine, concrete and structured program for consolidation and then weight stabilization. [Here's that sales pitch...]

                                                                    
And in my opinion this service is so vitally important that I have made it so that following it "FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE" is more or less free of charge. This service is your alert system, giving you warnings, a series of ever increasing counter attacks, information, tips for the long term;  we have thought of everything to prevent you from putting the weight back on and to take immediate action if this should ever occur. And this is meant in particular for all those people who like you have not yet got drawn into constantly following diets where the battle is lost before it's even started.

Sunday, 6 November 2011

The 5 Guidelines

Article extracted from: Is This the Way to Lose Weight? Reader's Digest October 2011 edition and below was written by Beth Dreher.

Dr Eric Westman, who directs the Duke Lifestyle Medicine Clinic in Durham, North Carolina, and who co-wrote the The New Atkins For a New You (photo insert), has been studying low-carb diets for 12 years. His 5 guidelines:

1. Dont try to limit fat.

"Eating high-fat foods keeps you from feeling deprived." says Dr. Westman. Cheese, heavy cream, sour cream, cream cheese, mayonnaise, butter and oil are all healthy parts of a low-carb diet.

2. Say goodbye to pasta, bread and rice.

To lose weight, most people have to stay under 20 grams of "net" carbs per day (net carbs is the number of grams of carbs minus grams of fibre, because fibre doesn't send blood sugar spiking). The rules out bread (two slices contain about 24 grams of net carbs), rice (over 40 grams per cup). Once you hit your goal, you can slowly add in more carbs that don't have a big impact on blood sugar.

3. Be picky about vegetables.

Starchy (carb-heavy) vegetables - most of the ones that grow underground, as well as corn - are off-limits. But you can have up to four cups daily of leafy greens such as lettuce and spinach. Limit broccoli, cauliflower, green peppers, okra, and brussels sprouts to two cups per day.

I think my next posting will be about starchy fruits and vegetables!

4. Say NO to hidden sugars.

Fruit, that legendarily healthful food is packed which sugar, aka carbohydrates. So are fruit juies. Other concentrated sources include soda, cakes and candy. You may be able to keep diet sodas, light beer, dry wine and sugar-free sweets on the menu and still lose weight.

5. Eat as much as you want.

When it comes to protein and fat, "you don't have to use portion control." says Dr. Westman. "Your hunger will go down automatically when you start eating this way - all you have to do is stop eating when you're full."

Again, I begin to understand why the food plan recommended me to follow some guidelines which eventually was effective for me on my weight loss adventures. There are some answers here but there are some other things I need to research on. Thank goodness for the internet!

And this morning, I had two eggs and a bowl of vegetables (celery, cabbage & green capsicum). Definitely low-carb. Yummy!

Hui's Tips


I had breakfast with Hui this morning at Bakerlyn Cafe in Kiulap (photo insert: me holding her latest creation named Pixie-Corn the Unicorn. A shout out to Artz of the Heart - search for Artzoftheheart Brunei on Facebook and you will see more!) and I shared with her what I had read based on my previous posting from the Reader's Digest.

Hui also had also undergone a weight loss program about a year or two ago when she was staying in Singapore (I can't remember when exactly) and she shared some simple tips which I think are pretty practical and does not sound like you're depriving yourself!

1. A low-carb diet is effective (as stated in the previous posting De-bunked!). You can eat as much protein and vegetables as you want until you feel satisfied. Her consultant didn't limit her to portion sizes because the body and you would know when to stop eating. 

2. You must eat within a 6 hour gap and do not skip meals. If you go into starvation mode i.e. really hungry mode, your body will turn to your bones and your muscles to feed itself. So you could lose weight in the short/long run but you will be losing bone mass and muscle mass and that is not good for our bodies! If you still feel full in those 6 hours, just eat a little bit, so long as you eat.

3. Make sure you eat before 8pm each evening. It allows the tummy to digest the food so you will sleep well.

4. Within one hour of waking up, eat breakfast as the body had 'fasted' the night before. Otherwise you will go into starvation mode and what is pointed out in point 2 above will happen.

5. Her consultant advised her to avoid fried food if she could but if you had an option between no food and fried food, choose fried food. I like her consultant!

These simple steps encouraged her to undergo her weight loss program but as she and I openly admitted, we love our carbs! And so we're all still work in progress. As Dory from Finding Nemo once said, "Just keep swimming... just keep swimming... just keep swimming..."

Thank you Hui for your sharing!  We should meet again soon!

De-Bunked!

I couldn’t resist picking up the October 2011 issue of the Reader’s Digest that was on my dad’s bedside table. With a photo of a juicy, might I add, healthy looking burger with a portion of chips on the side on the cover and in large-ish font “Is This the Way to Lose Weight?* The New Science of Dieting – Fat Can Help You Lose Weight!” – I just had to pick it up and quickly turned to page 38.

My first impressions as I read the article with absolute interest was that, this was the missing link between me and my food plan which I had embarked on 2 years ago. I never knew the “scientific” reason as to why they had asked me to do what I had to do and even though I had neglected to ask, I would have appreciated an explanation. Nevertheless, I now have some answers!

Thank you for all the research by Gary Taubes, author of Why We Get Fat – and What to Do About It. A well written article by Lisa Davis who interviewed Gary Taubes.

What you need to know:

The message for the past 40 years has been, if you don’t want to be fat, cut out fat from your diet. In those years, obesity rates have continued to go up.

Fat is not the enemy – Digested Carbohydrates are i.e. what has been promoted as the staples of our eating regimen e.g. white rice, fat-free yogurt, plain baked potatoes and plain pasta.

Food that we have been told to shun e.g. burgers, steak, cheese, sour cream etc can help us lose weight and keep our hearts healthy.

Sounds controversial? Keep reading…

The hypothesis that we need to work with is NOT “If I get fatter, it’s obvious that I must have overeaten.” It doesn’t address why we have overeaten. The alternative hypothesis is then, “You don’t get fat because you’re overeating. You overeat because you developed a disorder in the way your fat tissue is regulated.”

“Over the past 40 years, studies have shown that you can’ get a clinical significant effect from cutting calories. At the same time experts are saying that gluttony and sloth are responsible for weight gain, they’ll tell you no diet works and that’s why we have to come up with some anti-obesity drug that’ll make billions.”

Restricting calories is ineffective because if you restrict energy intake, your cells actually burn less energy. This will not help with weight loss.

It is impossible to count calories. No matter how good you are at counting calories and practice energy balance i.e. energy in = energy out, then why aren’t we all fat?

I love this part – “What we tell people to do to lose weight – eat less and exercise more – is exactly what you’d do if you wanted to make yourself hungry.”

There is no compelling evidence that exercise has any effect on weight. [However all these years, it somehow seems to have worked for me… *scratch head* - the article says that it’s a reasonable assumption to make but still the data does not full support this.]

There is a way to lose weight!

It has been known since the 1960s by scientists that insulin is the primary hormone that regulates your fat tissue; therefore you need to eat food that keep insulin low.

The key is in a low-carb diet! You eat what you want until you’re satiated – you just don’t eat the things that will make you fat. In most of the studies conducted, a low-carb diet actually does better than a low-fat, low-calorie diet.

What to eat? Read the entry after this posting…

A low-fat diet that people have been eating to protect their hearts is actually bad for their heart, because it’s high in carbohydrates.

A low-carb diet improves your cholesterol profile, your insulin resistance goes away and your blood pressure goes down.

It’s not your fault if you have a weight problem! *YAY*

An obese person gets judged because doctors assume that they don’t care to do what they do i.e. Eat in moderation, and exercise but it’s a hormonal disorder. “Not everyone gets fat from eating carbohydrates – it has to do with how sensitive your cells are to insulin and specifically how sensitive your fat cells are versus your muscle cells. But some huge percentage of the people who do get fat got that way because of the carbs in their diet. If you’ve been fat for a long time, getting rid of carbohydrates might not make you lean. But the leanest you can be is on the diet with the fewest carbohydrates.”

Some cautions to take note of:

Some people feel low energy while their bodies adjust to this way of eating, thought adding a little salt to your diet can take care of it.

You might need to adjust your medication as a low-carb diet can reduce your blood pressure. Talk to your doctor first.

In Summary…“Eat what humans are evolved to eat. Highly refined grains and sugars were not part of our diet for 99.999 percent of human history. Back when we were hunter gatherers, we ate meat as often as we could get it, and when we ate plants, they were much tougher and higher in fibre that they are today – much lower in digestible carbs. In other words, this isn’t a diet. The fundamental idea is, don’t eat the foods that make you fat. Beyond that, you can eat as much as you want.” 

My Thoughts: Knowing is one thing and doing is another! 

And let’s strive to always do our best, because our best is what we deserve!

Friday, 7 May 2010

Shane & Zana - Before & After

Finally - a photo of Shane who is the Consultant for Adventures in Weight Loss in Brunei. I remembered I mentioned to her I had a photo of the 2 of us taken in 2008 and in 2010, we went to the same place and took another photo of ourselves and what a difference!

Keep it up Shane! You inspire me to keep on going...!

Shane & Zana in 2008 - Way Before the Adventure Began!

Shane & Zana in 2010 - After Embarking on the Adventure!

Friday, 30 April 2010

Go to Bed Fat and Wake Up Thin!




Maybe I should make a movie of myself too!

"

Lose 3 stone in 12 weeks! Here's the proof!

Film about a woman who is unhappy with being obese, and realises that she has to do something about her weight before she goes on holiday with her husband.

She goes on the Howards Way 'Very Low Calorie Diet' (VLCD) and succeeds in losing over 3 stone in just 12 weeks.

This film is based on a true story of Emma Wood, who kept a daily blog about her experiences here...

www.watchingemmasweight.blogspot.com

T"

Sunday, 4 April 2010

Permanent Weight Loss ~ Rapid Results Program

http://www.adventuresinweightloss.com
This is the official website of Adventures in Weight Loss. I recall browsing through this site looking for more information to help me make a decision whether I should pursue it or not. I love the before and after pictures! They are totally inspirational! They are everyday people like you and I who were all out for a healthier life and in the process look and feel great about themselves! If you would like to create and shape your life to the way you want it to be, this is it!

Thursday, 1 April 2010

Adventures In Weightloss

http://adventuresweightloss.blogspot.com
Would you like to know more about the adventure I chose to embark on? This website would have more details and contacts of the consultants located in Kuching and Brunei for you to pose more of your questions to!

Thursday, 4 March 2010

Weight Loss Goals for Adventurers

 I got this from the Notes posted by Joseph on Facebook and I thought I would do one for weight loss.

TEACHING GOALS FOR MY STUDENTS - 
Quoted from Antonia M Rogers, Music Teacher (Flute) from Texas USA

Every teacher emphasizes different aspects of learning. After many years of teaching, I have identified the skills I believe are the most important in developing students who are technically proficient, love playing the flute, and embrace music in their lives. Some of these skills are measurable, others are not. I have achieved my goals when students: 

• Are successful musicians, not just flute players. 
• Play using proper technique with a beautiful tone. 
• Play musically and know how to phrase, where to breathe, and how to express the composer’s intentions and their own emotions through their playing. 
• Play a wide variety of solo and ensemble repertoire. 
• Become their own teacher by applying the basics of music theory and technique, solving their own technique problems, and learning to make choices. Students will not only perform certain pieces well, they will understand them and know how to practice the steps needed to perfect them. 
• Set personal, technical, and performance goals, and work toward becoming the best musician they can possibly be. 
• Enjoy their lessons and the benefits of personal relationships forged through music.
• Include music as a joyful part of their lives. They incorporate music into their lives by listening to classical music on the radio and on CDs, attending concerts, becoming passionate about their favorite pieces, sharing music with friends, playing in ensembles, and being eager to perform. My greatest wish is that their joy for music will infuse the rest of their lives. 
• Apply music skills such as goal setting and perseverance to other aspects of their lives, leading them to be more confident, happier people with a greater ability to succeed in other areas of their lives. True self-confidence is achieved through attempting important goals, overcoming challenges, and achieving goals. 

WEIGHT LOSS GOALS FOR ADVENTURERS -
Created by Rozana Yunos, Weight Loss Adventurer since September 2009

Every person has their reasons for embarking on a weight loss programme. Even though the ultimate goal suggest that weight loss is the most important aspect, there are other areas in which we know we have achieved our goal. Some are measurable and some are not. The most important thing is you accept the success and be proud of  yourself for the steps you are taking to create a healthier you!
 
I have achieved my goals when:
1. The clothes that I owned 10 years ago can now fit me!
2. I look in the mirror, I like and appreciate what I see.
3. My body measurements are reducing each week even though the weighing scale has not moved.
4. I enjoy simple food with fresh flavours and it doesn't have to be complicated in its preparation.
5. I can live without processed food.
6. I don't overeat and don't feel the need to eat more than what my body can take.
7. I can wear the dresses sold in shops and don't have to look for size XXL.
8. I can say NO to chocolate, ice cream and other sweet treats!
9. I look at food I used to eat and say "I can't believe I used to eat that!"
10. I feel light on my feet and dancing is so much easier!
11. I feel I have more energy, don't huff and puff when I go upstairs and can walk really fast.
12. I say, "I'm so glad I started this adventure!"
 
There's more...! How do you know when YOU have achieved your goals?

Thursday, 14 January 2010

New Year Resolutions

I am just amazed how this year I personally know people who have embarked on some sort of weight loss program. Whether they signed up for one or whether it's one they have created based on their own research, it doesn't matter which one they do, it's actually all about taking action! And I'm proud for each and everyone of them because I can safely say, I know how it feels like to finally coming to terms with it.

I now have 3 colleagues who are undergoing their own adventures in weight loss and it is so wonderful for me to know that we are all in it together! It's all about supporting one another and being one another's inspiration. They are already inspiring me with at least a 1kg to 2kg weight loss!

I commend them and my friends for their courage, their determination and their love for life and themselves by taking care of the physical being that houses their beautiful spirit! Don't be afraid of the light and the greatness within!

Sunday, 20 December 2009

Manifestation




I've imported this album from Facebook so I can share with you the results of the photoshoot I did with Yvonne and Ley Hian in the second week of December (2009).

These photos were taken by Jason Ong at Masamichi Studio.

Location:
Unit 28, Block B, 1st Floor, Delima Square, Kg Delima Satu, Muara, Brunei, BB4713

Phone:
Jason 8736473/ Michelle 8732628

Mon - Sat:
10:00 am - 6:00 pm

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

Shane is 10kg Lighter!

I received a text message from Shane today:

"Today is the best day!!! I lost exactly 10kg today!! Wow"

CONGRATULATIONS SHANE!

And she has lost 39cm in total all over!

And and... she can fit into her 10 year old jeans and looks really hot too!

I should get her picture up here. There's actually a recent picture of both of us taken by Jojo... if only I can get that picture up here and put up an old picture of us which I have from one of our trips, then you guys can really see the difference of how this adventure is really changing our lives!

A note for those who are wanting to go on this adventure, individual results do vary so don't be hard on yourself if you are not losing weight fast enough or the measurements don't go down around your thighs/butt/chest/arms. We are all different human beings, responding to things differently. Just focus on feeling GOOD and know that you are changing your life for the BETTER!

Saturday, 5 December 2009

Friday, 4 December 2009

That's Two Bags of Rice!

Yesterday when I stepped on the weighing scale, I came in at 98.4kg! When I first started, I was 119.1kg. So I am really pleased with my progress. And these were the results I sent to Shane on 30 November as I enter week 12:

Chest: 112cm
Thigh: 71cm
Hips: 116cm
Waist: 91cm
Arm: 39cm
Total: 429cm
Total lost since start: 26.9cm

So again, another physical reminder for me about how far I have come is to remind myself of the two bags of rice on days I feel like giving in. The two bags of rice in the photo will soon be donated to my friend for the family's consumption! It's too heavy for me to carry up and down the stairs. I can't even believe that's how much I used to carry on myself everywhere!

Thank you Mummy for taking the photo!

Wednesday, 7 October 2009

My First Bag of Rice (Results After Week 4)

By the end of week 4, I stepped on the weighing scale and... I had lost a total of 9.6kg.

I was really hoping to lose my first 10kg by the end of the first month but it didn't happen. Was I disappointed? Not really. I had Liz's voice in my head who told me that sometimes it's not about the numbers, it's more about how you feel inside. And she's actually quite right. I feel really good about having lost weight in general that it doesn't matter how much! All this time the scale had been going up, so it's really nice for a change that the scale is actually going in the opposite direction!

Just today, which is 4 weeks plus 2 days, I stepped on the weighing scale and I jumped up and down for joy! I've hit the 10kg mark! Woo hoo! 

I had been saying that if I lose my first 10kg, I will buy a bag of rice to commemorate or to remind me that is how much I have lost. At least there is a physical reminder for me not to slip into bad or old habits or to give in to temptation.

Rozi goes a step further telling me that I ought to carry this bag of rice with me up and down the stairs. She says that it's good exercise for the arms. For me, it's a reminder that's how it felt like going up and down the stairs with 10kg extra on me.

My friends are so supportive! Shawn has sponsored my first bag of rice and dropped it off this evening after I had sent him and some other close friends a text message of my achievement. Thank you Shawn!

Shane says I ought to commemorate this achievement by buying something to remind me of the hard work I've put in. What can I treat myself to? After much deliberation, I had announced to her and the girls that I would get a pair of new shoes. Hunting for the right pair of shoes will be fun considering I've been wearing flats all this time, a nice pair of heels will be great!

But there's something else I would like and that is a laptop bag for my laptop(s). I was recommended to buy a Crumpler bag but I can't decide which. I was advised to bring my laptop to the shop to actually test which bag would be best.

Choices... choices... whatever it is, it feels so liberating knowing that right now, ANYTHING seems possible!


Thursday, 1 October 2009

Shane's Trip to Food Paradise

I received a text message from Shane today. She went on a business trip to Hong Kong. I've been to Hong Kong before and the halal food I've tasted there is so yummy! I especially love the funky desserts they have! And Hong Kong is known to be "Food Paradise" that even the Asian Food Channel or was it Travel and Living has a competition about winning a trip for food and wine in Hong Kong! So imagine what it would be like when you can eat anything and everything!

Here's what she said,

"Hi girl! How u doing? I survived a trip to food paradise, so proud of myself not giving in to temptation!! Lost 5.2kg so far! yay!!!"

Congratulations Shane!  I am so proud of you!

*Pat on back for you and a BIG HUG to go with it!*

Wednesday, 30 September 2009

Results After Weeks 2 & 3

It's been awhile since I last updated this. So many adventures going on!

Let me update you on my results thus far...

As at 21 September 2009 : 112.2kg
Total Weight Loss Since Start Date : 6.9kg

As at 28 September 2009 : 110.9kg
Total Weight Loss Since Start Date : 8.2kg

Total Measurements Lost Since Start : 18.6cm

Day by day, step by step... I'm making progress and others around me can see the changes!

*Pat on back* 

Monday, 14 September 2009

Results After Week 1

I stepped on the weighing scale this morning and held my breath like as if that was going to make me any lighter! After the scale finished beeping, I looked down and I thought, wow! This thing really works! I mean throughout the whole week I've been weighing myself when I know I shouldn't but I couldn't help myself. I bet those who designed the programme knew people like me are going to keep on peeking at the weighing scale daily just to make sure it works. 

I think that is me operating from skepticism and worry. What conflict! 

My weight as at 7 September: 119.1kg
My weight as at 14 September: 114.3kg 
Total Loss: 4.8kg
Total Measurements Loss (over strategic body parts): 11.6cm

I've lost the most around my hips and waist which I think my dance instructors were commenting on when I had my dance lesson with them. I also lost around my chest area which is noticeable to me since my shirts don't feel that tight across there. And I don't think I will miss "them" either!

The part where I've "gained" is my arm. I am not sure if I am measuring it in the same place. Either that or I'm bulking up? Yeah right! I haven't been to the gym to lift any weights since 2 weeks ago and if I remember correctly girls don't bulk up as fast as guys. But I feel like my arms are smaller because it's not as tight in some of my clothes either. 

I'll just wait and see eventually when all my clothes start hanging off me.

This should keep me motivated to keep on going through my second week! But the human mind is so complex... today we had a family feast to break fast together and the food looked SO GOOD! I was asking myself why was I doing this again? Luckily my family were there to remind me. I suddenly miss eating sushi! I guess the alternative will have to be sashimi. Shall I bring my weighing scale to the restaurant?

Sunday, 13 September 2009

Does it feel "Shri" to you?

Photo Insert: Courtesy of Asia One

I attended a yoga workshop today by Jac Fang and she shared with us Anusara yoga which she had learned from her immersion in Bali not too long ago. I really enjoy having Jac as my (if possession was ever at all possible!) yoga teacher because she has helped me believe in my body's capabilities and I will be one of those who will burn that myth into the ground about fat people not being flexible. Your flexibility as I discovered has nothing to do with your shape or size. I am pretty flexible that I can touch the ground with my hands and it will not hurt the back of my legs as I stretch bending forward.

For me, yoga is a practice whereby it helps raise awareness to our bodies. Every single move and pose in which we position our bodies into has a purpose. Just as every type of food we eat has a purpose too and being on this programme helps bring awareness to your body and what you put inside to fuel it.

What I discovered in today's workshop was how to engage our muscles fully in order to completely experience how powerful the body really is. I could feel my muscles really working its best and although it felt awkward in the beginning in doing some of the moves, I could see improvements in the way I did lunges, the plank, downward dog and also the cobra pose. Even standing up with my arms stretched up to the sky felt different today. It was as if I was truly surrendering myself to what the universe has to offer. And I always remember that in life, we must embrace the good and the bad for how we can appreciate the good if we do not know what the bad feels like or looks like. Engaging the muscles I relate to engaging ourselves in the life that we have. Life is so short to let it slip past us and for us to dwell in thoughts that do not serve us.

What I learned was an important question. "Does it feel 'shri' to you?" Meaning - does it feel comfortable to you? Does it feel good for you? All this time, when I have done yoga I have always wanted to achieve "perfection" but really how do you define perfection and who's definition do you have in the first place? When Jac asked the question, does it feel 'shri' to you? I thought, I do not have to "force" my body into positions in which I am uncomfortable or that my mind tells me that I am less than. It is about doing what is best for me without judgement and comparison to others and making sure I enjoy the process as I go along. After all, life is meant to be made up of discoveries!

I link this to the weight loss adventure I am currently on. I ask myself, does it feel 'shri' for me? And so far, after a week into it, I would give a resounding YES! I feel a lot lighter, some of my clothes are not as tight as before and even though it is the fasting month, I do have a good level of energy in the morning. I really am beginning to feel the 'shri-ness' of doing this. And while I smell food on the dinner table of things I cannot eat (I will literally pick up the bowl and bring it to my nose!) and comment that they look really tasty, I do not regret embarking on this adventure at all!

Just as with yoga, everything that we do requires constant practice and always remembering to take action. So I hope in the next few days to engage my muscles in the privacy of my own bedroom and feel how 'shri' it is doing these poses. I take comfort in knowing that I am taking steps everyday to create a better body and a better life for me.



Thank you Jac for today's workshop. And thank you for always being a caring, compassionate, passionate and empowering teacher.